Monday, April 07, 2008
I don't wanna
Been feeling very much a slacker lately. The weather has taken a turn for the worst and I am just generally feeling upset. My friend is having his cancer surgery on Tuesday and it is hard to focus on anything but worry. I want it to be Wednesday so it can be over with and he will be fine. Well not fine as he will still need chemo and everything so the battle is far from over but I want this first huge step over.
I'm putting up art from March now and might get to drawing or something but honestly the muse isn't speaking to me these days.
It isn't even 8pm and I just want to go to bed. Maybe I will. Haven't had dinner because my appetite is terrible and I have not been getting the activity that I used to. Blee is well but a little bit fussy during the day.
Well, I hope this post finds you doing better than I am. Sorry to be such a downer. I'm trying but it is hard not to be when life explodes in your face. We are still not speaking to my inlaws and it doesn't look like that will change anytime soon. It is sad.